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Thursday, November 10th, 2005
6:30 am
tell me what to see
I'm 22 now. Don't wish me a happy birthday though because that was six months ago, just wanted to point out I haven't updated in a long time. The summer had few interesting events and one very unexpected surprise that made it worthwhile. I spent two weeks in Australia and I stayed two nights in Morocco in early October for political reasons unknown. I saw so many shooting stars and one REALLY big one, around August. I saw a UFO for the first time in my life(with witnesses), ironically this was here in Saint Clair Shores. It was a cool feeling though.

I find it crazy how close the holidays are.. Christmas lights already being put up, snow coming soon, I guess I'm looking forward to it but I know soon enough I will be waiting for it to end. I quit the pet store job a long time ago and resorted back to freelancing because me working a normal job just wasn't working, I gotta GET MINE'. I've been really slacking at the gym though, haven't been training for about a month now and it's starting to catch up with me so I have to get back into it. I might be marked for death but I'm either too nervous over how others will react or too careless to find out for sure.

this christmas i want to wake up

Current Mood: tired tired
Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
6:39 pm
so it's like this
I have 3 months to make up 3 years,
or bust.

Current Mood: disgusted
Thursday, March 31st, 2005
11:30 pm
you must be going blind
I forget to update sometimes. It was actually nice outside the last couple of days, and I've been having some different dreams with people I haven't seen. The job is easier, to the point where I'm almost doing nothing except punching boxes and throwing stuff in the warehouse. I went to Soaring Eagle casino/hotel all Sunday/night and I bareeely won, down to my last $20 I turned it into $100 and left it at that. It was really crowded there, I saw Alicia Keys at the casino, and a lot of black guys with bright colored suits, it was pretty fun even though I somehow woke up with what felt like a hangover the next day without having a drink?

I've reported significant gains for the month of March, which made me realize I was pretty worthless all winter, but I'm glad I got back into it when I did, so I'm not far off track now. I watched Collateral last night, it was a pretty good movie. I said I would never see a 'scary' movie at the theatre again, but I went and seen Ring 2 a week ago, and it was another terrible waste of time and money. I had a bad run-in with Kwame Kilpatrick a few days ago.

Current Mood: slipping
Friday, February 4th, 2005
8:30 pm
soooo long
The ONLY Sunday I was ever scheduled for at this pet store job is this Sunday which is the superbowl. If I were some alcoholic loser that cared about that game I would have a reason to be mad. So I've been having nightmares the last two nights, really scary ones, too. Just seems unusual.. Not something that happens with me often. Thankfully a friend of mine called me and woke me up right as a "zombie" was about to break down the door I was trying to hold shut, literally(as stupid as that sounds, it's really what happened). I hope the bad dreams end.

So yea.. I'm starting to get sick of doing the same things over and over again, it's becoming too repetitive as of late, that isn't good. The new gym at 8mile and Bel Air looks like some kind of prison gym, it's just like one big warehouse/room full of stuff. It's alright though. I think the freezing part of winter is over? Can't wait for spring. Last night I seen someone fall down hard, it was quite funny.

Current Mood: calm
Thursday, January 13th, 2005
5:30 pm
i got a bad feeling about THISSS
Work was hell this week. I had to help build this dollar store(literally) that's right next to the pet store I work at(the same whale owns it), was a lot of bullshit. The dollar store has some really cool stuff though, I was surprised. So I went back to a gym, I go to Ballys at 8mile and Bel Air where it's not a good area. It's nearly paid for, I got a very good deal so I wont have trouble paying the monthly bill. I usually go around 9-10PM but I've been slacking this week due to the lame dollar store construction and long naps I must take afterwards. The weather is really weird lately, Wednesday around 6pm when I was hangin out in the warehouse of my work about to leave it literally felt like late-summer, it was eerie.

I seen a few movies the last couple weeks. I'm kinda sick of seeing scary movies, the previews make it look so good, but then you find out the previews show nearly all the good parts(that are supposed to scare you) and the rest of the movie is garbage. Directors suck, The Darkness is the stupidest movie in the world ever.

Current Mood: bored?
Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
8:30 pm
padlocks in my socks
Busy week with christmas and all. It wasn't bad though. Went sledding a couple times the past two weeks(in sub-zero tempatures), real fun. The job at the pet store is like up and down, some days I could just walk out, other days like today are just too easy. A lot of crazy people shop there. I think I'm going to sign back up at a gym, I can't really use my home gym in my garage when it's this cold. I haven't been going to the elite training centre much this week, because of christmas and stuff, so that kinda threw me off track. My hair is getting longer, starting to look different, turning out alright.

No idea what I'm doing for new years eve, I don't even care a whole lot as long as I don't end up at some trashy Hall party in Detroit hosted by some idiot.
Thursday, November 11th, 2004
6:30 pm
hey
I don't know what made me fall asleep at 10:30pm last night.. I woke up about 10 times and had like 5 dreams I can remember, then when I finally started to get dead-tired, that's when I had to get up for work at 5am. That job isn't that bad, they let me leave early sometimes and don't care if I'm late or whatever and I can just hide behind some isle and chill out for a while, noone pays attention. I haven't been up to much though I guess. Ordering a bunch of clothes for winter, underarmour stuff works really good when it's freezing. I plan on training a lot this winter, even though I haven't been using my gym or working out much this month, I'm starting to see some results from the place I've been going to, but I don't know if I will extend my payments there, yet.

I seen the northern lights about a week ago. I had no idea what it was at first, it was really bright, kind of like a bunch of verticle blue streaks of light covering half the sky, I figured it had to of been northern lights but I thought you could only see those in like Canada and Alaska?(someone told me it really was though) It looked cool though, wish I had a camera. anyways I uploaded some new userpics.. Crazy how I noticed it's been like two months since I updated, this thing makes me realize time is going faster than I want, and I'm not getting enough done when I don't have much new to say.

Current Mood: around
Sunday, September 5th, 2004
6:20 am
new
Tried falling asleep last night at midnight.. I haven't slept that early in probably years. I knew I would have a crazy dream, and I did.

I guess it's been a while since I updated, I kinda lose track on how fast time is flying this year. Nothing much new though.. I'm still working out/training but slacking a little. I start a new job today. They have me working mornings.. so it'll take a little getting-used-to.

I didn't really do a whole lot this summer as in going places. No vacations worth mention.. Nothing crazy happened.. I noticed a lot of people are changing though compared to last summer. Some really odd changes, some for the better though


anyways i'm off now before i'm late

Current Mood: relieved
Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004
3:30 am
at this moment
Stuff is starting to heat up, summer's almost here. I went to the NBA FINALS game 4 at the palace, row 3 almost courtside, it was insane. I haven't been doing a lot new though, training fulltime still. It's been a weird couple weeks, my sleeping pattern has gone crazy so I'm up til past 5AM every night lately.. and more tornado dreams of course. I heard some kids I used to kinda know got into a horrible crash a few nights ago.. even though I didn't know them much so i probably shouldn't even mention it, it's still eerie hearing about it, one of them died.. they were nice people.. Stuff happens outta nowhere.

Anyways, I got a phone call earlier today.. I'll be living in Grosse Point again tomorrow-Friday and next week I'll either be staying in Florida or at the same house, for the whole week. It's going to be a boring week since I'll be by myself but atleast I'll get paid a lot for it.

even though my soul was deleted, i couldn't see it

Current Mood: bored
Tuesday, June 8th, 2004
5:30 pm
miami
hot out today and I didn't even put my air conditioner in my room yet so it's going to suck falling asleep tonight, just like last night.

Had a party here Saturday, it was my brothers college graduation party but it ended up just being a party at night, lot of different people came, even the apostles came, so I heard.. Someone fell straight backwards and crushed all these flowers outside, and some asshole stole my contact lens solution out of my room and left a plate of crushed up marijuana on my floor in replace of it. I wouldn't have done that trade, I can't give up my contact lens solution. I'm blaming the kid with the dreadlocks for everything that turned out missing the next day. It was fun though, I wish I invited more people I know.

I've been training fulltime the past month. I built this big cable machine/gym in my garage. It works. I know what I'm doing.

would it A REALY MAKE A DIFFURUNCe

Current Mood: hot outside
Friday, May 14th, 2004
2:53 am
worth dragging on..
1. i went into my LJ's archives.
2. i found my 23rd post (or closest to).
3. i found the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4. i posted the "text" of that sentence in my journal along with these instructions

I found this sand cat in my backyard earlier today, so I figured I'd keep it and it's been sitting next to me without moving for 5 hours so far I think it swallowed a pellican.

from jan 24, 2002

Current Mood: mississippi muggy
Tuesday, April 27th, 2004
3:00 pm
fuc hanging with the phonys at the club
5 days til the big 21. I'll probably just go out to eat at Andiamo, I don't feel like getting wasted or going to some lame bar, especially on a Sunday hahah. Been saving up for a machine I need so I don't have to go back to the gym, I just gotta clear out the 20tons of junk in my garage.

Had a crazy dream last night I was driving home from Western by myself on some highway that was a dirt road almost and it was all brownish-grey outside. I could see a tornado like a half mile to my right, I wasn't that scared either, probably because it wasn't in my path it just looked crazy though.

but not too much new, just switching houses often, living in Grosse Point right off the water for a week, then coming back here every month. I haven't smoked in over a month now, i don't care much for drinking either unless it's _really_ worth it.

raindropskeepfallingonmyhead

JosefHoffbauer2004: i hear you like fight i want to meet you to fight i will pay money to you

Current Mood: aspen
Saturday, April 3rd, 2004
5:00 am
bright stary night
So spring is here, or is it?? Less than a month until I turn 21. Haven't been doing a lot lately as in hanging out and partying and stuff, I stopped smoking weed a couple weeks ago so I can get back into the shape I want to be in(not that i'm out of shape). Ever since then I've been having dreams every night, like my mind is clear again, but just off the wall dreams.. sometimes 3 dreams in the same night, vivid ones too.

I got all my old highlights cut out the other day, they were just there too long I had to do it even though I hate having short hair. It'll grow back though in about 4weeks to how I want it. I feel like playing baseball this spring for some reason, something new to try hahah.. just to see how I can do.

bring me reaaaaaalllitttyyyyyy

Current Mood: contemplative
Sunday, March 14th, 2004
8:00 am
Sunday mornin
Felt kinda tired all Saturday, thought I might be getting sick so I just passed out at 10:30pm.. but I had a feeling I'd wake up at 3AM and be awake the rest of the night and yea that happened. I don't care though as long as I stay awake until my flight lands.

I got a new laptop a week or so ago. It's an iBook Mac orange and clear color, works pretty good. I also got a clear green printer with it, and some big office printer that has a built in scanner/fax. I didn't pay a penny for any of it, my commision for being the best freelancer in the Detroit area(at the moment).

I'm really looking forward to winter ending though. I've been taking it easy working out and stuff because I think I strained a tendon or something near my knee, but it's just about back to normal now.

I have to go stay at the shithole mansion again Thursday-Sunday located right on Lakeshore Drive past Moross

i shoulda walked away....i Did walk away

Current Mood: aware
Monday, January 26th, 2004
4:30 am
I got that work
Deeeep freeze lately I'm sick of it already. I hate not being able to do anything outdoors for this long it shouldn't be like this, I'm definately relocating next winter somewhere warm for a few months. Just been hanging around lately, having people over here a few nights a week. Can't really workout much, I gotta change my program during the winter I can't even hit my bag so I'm just going to stretch more until I can. Sledding last Monday was pretty fun, that hill over at 13andJohnR, off-road sledding road rash style but we didn't use any weapons this time

Picked up a good sword that's good enough for me the other week and my computer busted about a week ago but it's all fixed up now. Been staying up kinda late the past couple months and having weird dreams, some bad dreams, and I don't have bad dreams often so it must be just going around. I think this cold weather shit is about halfway over or so, it needs to snow more though.

as i look up at the sky...

Current Mood: usual
Saturday, January 3rd, 2004
6:15 am
but allll my life
New Years I decided to leave the house I was staying at, went over to Mt Clemens with a few friends at a friends apartment. There was an angry mob going crazy downtown around 11pm so we joined into that, like 200 people just walking forward stepping on whoever fell down it was pretty bad. It was funny seeing everyone go crazy over the fireworks show like it was something they never seen. Everyone was like "WOAHHH OH MY GOD". I got pretty wasted but I kept under control, didn't puke or even have a hangover.

The house I was staying at was pretty dissapointing. I don't think it's been touched since the 80's, I don't even know if someone really lives there it's too hard to tell. I felt like it was 1987, there was this big poster in one of the rooms that said "1987". I could tell noone slept in that room since then. oh well atleast it was right on the water, I love driving on that road

I'm still feeling a little down since I woke up sick on christmas day, I haven't worked out since then and I have all this new equipment waiting to be used, but I don't want to until I'm 100% again. Last Sunday seen one of the weirdest movies ever, "Turkish Star-Wars", probably worse than any of the Zombie movies I seen.

Anyways off to Portland for a few days

Current Mood: hmmmmm
Friday, December 26th, 2003
3:45 am
and then
Christmas wasn't bad I guess, even though I woke up sick today but it's nothing horrible, it'll only last another day or so. House is done getting remodeled it turned out pretty good. My garage door just decided to hang halfway off the track and almost fall on me a couple days ago, so I had to call someone over to fix that on christmas eve and that threw me back a little with my spending money.

Taking another 'vacation' on the 28th. Just going to stay by myself(as far as I know) at some house in Grosse Point right off lakeshore drive for about 4 or 5 nights, over new years eve too, but I really don't even care about missing out on new years eve this year. I don't even know what's going on other than "hall parties" and a couple house parties on newyears. Probably wont be as fun as the house I stayed at over the summer but you never know, I already got paid and all I have to do is recieve packages while I'm there and I don't have to be there til after 8pm.

time to take command of your dreams

Current Mood: kinda sick
Wednesday, November 26th, 2003
4:30 pm
Strange Days
Weird week... Or two weeks I don't even know

We got pulled over last night out of nowhere, seemed like they were following us for a long time because they knew what we were doing but they didn't find anything on us. The driver had no liscense, and a warrant, and the passenger also had a warrant but krazyshane got us out of it by throwing something at the cops when he drove by I just hope his carload didn't get pulled over

Now I'm stuck here with no running water because the kitchen is getting worked on and I have a massive job interview at 6PM in Novi for Genesis Property Services.. and I wont even get into that because I have no idea why they want me for this job, the pay is crazy though so I'm going to go for it. I'll be ready to demolish a crowd of people if this is some wacko stunt they are trying to pull on me I don't understand it.. But I must go

Current Mood: race against time
Friday, November 14th, 2003
3:33 pm
warzone in here
living room just got remodled and the kitchen is being rebuilt so I have to eat out everynight, it looks crazy in here. Took me like 2hours to load up all the cabinents yesterday then I called up a work crew and they unloaded it all in 5minutes hahah.
Came home yesterday to see a new porsche 911 in my driveway but it wasn't mine

but not too much new, cold outside but oh well I think I'm just going to leave the punching bag outside and hope it doesn't turn into ice from the cold. My legs are pretty crushed from kicking the bag and playing football all week, would be a lot funner though if the winds weren't so bad.

here's a new pic since I haven't posted one in a while


ready to step it up a notch and i'm not even 21

Current Mood: sore
Monday, October 27th, 2003
3:00 am
thud
Weekend was pretty cool for the most part. Friday I was over at UofM just 'minding my own business' then I got 'bumped' over a ledge and fell on a crowd of old people but got out of that mess without any trouble. Saturday went to Brians work Microcenter and just stayed at the LAN party there all day, about 75people showed up, was pretty good since 15 of us had the VIP room with no lights and free drinks, and the 50 others had to sit on this long lunch table in the middle of the store until the whole table collapsed and a few people got hurt.

I didn't do too much tonight just ended up at brys park with foti and frank and threw a football around, wasn't bad I guess since I haven't done it in a while.

knowing all the answers is only the first step

Current Mood: sitting in a cloud
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